Monday, May 12, 2008

Right to Complain

So, first phase of elections happened here, and, according to all reports, the voter turnout was pretty bad in Bangalore Urban; around the 44% mark apparently. Possible reasons for this, according to the media:
  • General apathy
  • No clear front-runner
and so on.
And ya, there were a lot more reasons that have been listed across all channels.

Among the numerous election ads on the radios, the one that grabbed my attention was this: “Vote now. Else, shut up for the next 5 years!” Obviously, a very impressive attempt at guilt-tripping the voters.

But still, I felt somewhat hollow when I heard this. The hollowness persisted even after reading about the abysmal turnouts. I was confused … because, I should have been angry. But nope, I just couldn’t muster up any sort of rage against this apathy. So, I began to wonder why.

And just like all always, my thoughts went in all sorts of directions, and what is being written here is one such thread of rambling.

“Shut up for the next 5 years!” “Shut up …”! Hmm … the point here is simple. The next time you complain about the government, remember that YOU had a hand in picking it, and hence, if you abstained then, you have no ground to stand on now. Fair enough.

But, is the government really the only entity that is at fault?
(Oh, before that, that there is something “at fault” in our city, state, country, etc. is beyond doubt. But, for the sake of my lack of knowledge, I shall just stick to Bangalore and its problems for now.)

On a tangent, the Bangalore Police has this hoarding saying, “Are you a driver who follows the rules? Are you a Smiling Driver?” And whenever I see that, I want to scream, “Not at all!!! I follow every bloody rule! And the only thing that gives me is a stressful life! No smiles. No nothing!” The rage that I am engulfed in when I am on the road is slowly reaching levels that I am not sure I can get rid off.

And this is the rage that I was hoping would hit me earlier. But, the realisation that I have come to accept is this – it doesn’t matter one bit who our leaders are. As long as we, as citizens, do not perform the simplest of tasks, there is nothing that any supreme power can do to save us.

And, the scary part of the current scenario where people want to do things just to accelerate their progress in life/traffic/career/etc. is that no one seems to feel the guilt. A simple case in point: The other day, at the Sankaralinga Pandian Hotel signal, it’s red. Of course, vehicles from my side continue to ignore it as there is no vehicle “using” the rightful green. But then comes this Activa who has take a right-turn and rightfully, but no one stops. Finally, running out of patience, he just pushes his bike into the path of an incoming auto. And, what does the auto-driver do? Gets out and shouts at the Activa driver! After that incident, even “sheepish guilty” would be an acceptable option to me … but I didn’t see it then, and don’t see it in the future.

And so, that’s where I stand. My rage for people’s apathy to the government is negligible. My rage for people’s apathy to people is at a scary level. And I am fine with that … completely at peace with my rage.

After having spent years controlling the rage, I’m fed up, and have finally (and inevitably, I should add) reached the stage where I need to vent it out as and when it bubbles out.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

God again ...

After this and this, it was yet another opportunity to watch/hear God live at Chennai last Sunday.

And what an evening it was!!

When the audio of Guru released, the one moment in the whole album that would melt me, and even now melts me, was the MOMENT when God reaches for the heavens (ironic eh?) with His trademark high-pitch of Jaage hain … And to witness that as the first act of the evening was immense!

One distinct feature of this concert was the way the artists played with us. There would be the rapid strumming of an electric guitar, or the resonating aalaap, and out of this fog would emerge the burst of genius … and recognition.

Karthik with Girlfriend venum, Nithyashree Mahadevan with Kannodu kaanbadhellam had done their duty of keeping us tantalized before taking us in the exuberant musical ride. But none played with us more than the great Hariharan.

He comes up to the crowd, and asks us to sing after him.
Sasa riri
Gaga mapa
Mama dhini


sasa riri gaga mapa mapa …


Ay hairath-e-aashiqui!

But the highlight of the evening was God’s Khwaja mere khwaja! With Jaaved Ali and Aslam accompanying Him, this was something that can never be described in words. The fervour, the zeal that seemed to envelop all of us … sigh! Words fail me. Tears and goosebumps. Out of this world.

Thank you God … once again!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

So ...

Well ya, it’s been quite a long time.

So many things have happened since the last post. So many changes.

But, I guess, it’s all in the game called life.

In chronological order (after the frenetic March Madness),
Chakku – Anu got “formalised”.
I got engaged.
Akshai – Pavithra got married.
Vikram got engaged.
Avi got engaged.
Pramod got tagged.
Bandhar got tagged.
Vikram – Namratha got married.

So, that’s where we are right now. A week after the Vikram – Namratha wedding, and two days before Anitha – Chilli. :)

Anyway, I shall try to be more regular here. Or maybe, I need to get this new address - http://mymaritalwoes.blogspot.com/. :P

Thursday, March 29, 2007

This is ...

MARCH MADNESS!!

PS1: I am not talking about this March Madness.
PS2: The park bench cries get louder as yet another one bites the dust.
PS3: I am still sitting firmly on the bench ... so all those people eager to call from the US can hold their horses.

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Friday, March 09, 2007

"Getting off the park bench"

It's been a long time. Not many things have changed since. Yes, I have changed. But not too many things apart from that.

Three weeks back, the Devil sent a mail on a certain person "getting off the park bench". It brought back a lot of memories.

What is the park bench?
Ages ago, when on one of those meaningless walks and talks, we guys envisioned this scenario: 20 years in the future, we would still be doing the same meaningless walks and talks, and end up relaxing in the park bench in front of my house. Of course, it went without saying that we wouldn't let any distractions hinder us.

Now, we need to see how that plays out.

2007. This seems to be a year fraught with changes. Lots of them.

I decided to change as well. Why? Hmm ... probably because I can change. But primarily because I want to change.

"Hard-working" is never something that people would associate with me. Heck ... there have been times I have prided on my laziness. And so ... I am trying to change that.

In the past two months, I have worked less than 12 hours on just two occassions. My dad thinks I have a fever. Of course, he should know best. If there's anyone I have disappointed the most with my laziness, it's him. So trying to see him mask his surprise when he sees me wake up at 6:30 everyday, and leave for work ... that's something I enjoy. I can almost see him trying to control himself, lest he jinxes it. :)

If you were thinking this was my long-winded way of rendering an apology for not being frequent, you are wrong. I never use excuses. I never blame time. And if I ever blame anyone, it's only me.

My priorities haven't changed. I am not someone who is going to devote his entire life to his career. Family, friends, work, school, etc. All are equally important. So I realised that the easiest way to maintain this balance perfectly was to drop my laziness.

So ya ... I have changed.

What else has changed in the world? Lots of things. Here are some news items happening around me from the past few months, in no particular order (on second thoughts, let me make it alphabetical order. :P) :
Climb
Disappointed
Engaged
Let down
Misunderstood
Moving out
New revelations
People close to beginning their MBA
People finishing their MBA
Pokkiri pongal :)
Tagged
Taking initiative
To-be-married

So, that covers most things. I hope to also be a bit more regular here. I have an idea for what I want to write next. It's been pending for quite a long time. If tomorrow goes well, I should be in an even better mood. So wait and watch.

And ya ... "Mujeek ij in my veinj". :)

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